i started off my day lazing in my bed for 10 mins before i woke up at 8.10am. i was really so tempted to sleep in more! but decided i would not. there’s so many things that’s happening in my school life right now, and it all kinda started with me. and i really do know where i went wrong, and so i want to really want to make changes to it. and many other various things that happened yesterday led me to this new conviction i will live by my life.
i’ll do my best to put ppl’s trust in me above everything, laziness, comfort zone, assumption or what not.
sure i have my times of being lazy, not wanting to leave house or just simply wanting to do what i want. but i imagine now the trust given to me gone, the time i could use more gone, and the amount of consequences following up. i’m not trying to please ppl in my life seriously, i don’t find the need to. but i just don’t want to take the blessings God placed around me for granted! i want to commit more to my caregroup members, to my friends and classmates and family. commit more in action and not just in speech.
and especially to my caregroup members! we all want to see ED1 grow, so do i! really! but we can’t go further if we don’t commit ourselves to advancing it for God’s kingdom! i’m telling you from the bottom of my heart, i don’t have much and i’m so full of weakness, but i really just want to give it my all, so we can create so much memories for ED1 as a family!=) i have nothing but a simple heart. God help me, help my sheep, help us!
