whack!
this might not be exactly be the best way to do things all the time, but certainly there are just certain things or moments when u need to just. WHACK!
am now in scs infantry, believe me when i say i think im gonna die of the training LOL. but! honestly its through all these tough training and many things that i go thru in between that make me rethink things many times.
i was thinking of how do we feel alive? there’s just so many routine things to do in life, far too many of them! well its different for many ppl, but i feel most alive when i dream and i make it come true! while i believe that we still have to allow God to have the highest authority over our lives, we still have to take control and discipline ourselves. know where we are heading next and what to do next!
in the past i was far too scared to dream, never had enough of a confidence to believe i could do anything big hahaha! but honestly my life in God has really taught me so much more otherwise! now i know im not the best at everything i do, but i do know if i reach for the sky with all my might. i might just end up dropping on the stars? LOL. its just gibberish. but im most satisfied when i know i throw in everything i have and look at what i have done.. thinking.. well done with my life for that past few moments! at least i’ve been faithful with what i have.
its not easy to juggle btwn army and ministry esp since thr isnt much time, and of course draining cos of the physical trainings. im not perfect but Lord help me to master my self and make it my slave so i can push onward forcefully as previous great men have done. lets goooo!
